At some adult party in the cool part of town and I am so out of place
15. personality description
perfectionist, introvert, emotional mess? idk man
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?
sure but I wouldn’t post something like that on the internet
27. things i hate
cold feet, humidity, scratched albums, bad solder seams, when mike won’t spank my bum
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
have my own studio at my house, become a professor, see a proper mountain range
why am I so painfully embarrassed 100% of my waking life
I’m awake and prepared to get ready and go to class but mike has his arm around my waist so tight I don’t wanna leave
if you had to drop out of a class you are not a failure
if you had to take time off school you are not a failure
if you had to leave school for good you are not a failure
your worth is not determined by academia and this goes doubly so for disabled people and others for whom school is set against them
i am just very uncomfortable with the way i am perceived like there’s a disconnect between my actual identity and the identity ppl assume i have and it makes me uncomfortable and stressed out